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Posted 2 years ago

Just leave with me now, say the word and we’ll go. I’ll be your teacher and show you the ropes, You’ll see a side of love you’ve never known.

Amazing cover of In My Head. The lyrics tells everything that I’m trying to say basically. Enjoy!

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Posted 2 years ago

Persistence

What exactly is Persistence? or being Persistent.

According to Dictionary.com, it means “continued existence or occurence.”

Thesaurus says “in for long haul, never-ending, relentless, steady”

I’ve been called persistent. I’ve been persistent for nearly 4 months. It paid off being relentless.Because now, the feelings are mutual. Now, I’ve been going back and forth on whether or not I should ask..But since I have a fear of rejection, I always hold back. I don’t think it’s the right time right now. But then again, I only have a good month left with her, before she graduates. Next year won’t be the same without her. No more walking her to class, no more 4 minute convos. No more anything. And honestly, it sucks that we won’t see each other every single day. But that’s why transportation and cell phones were created. I know that this waiting will soon pay off. People say it’s stupid to wait for a girl, but to me it’s totally worth it. Before relationships are made, there must be friendship first and foremost. If you rush something, it won’t come out correctly. If you take your time and do things properly, it will be structured.

She really doesn’t know how strongly I feel about her. This girl keeps me ‘sane. I’ve never felt this way about any girl before. I should’ve taken my chance last year to say hi but I was a chicken. But right now, I’m in a good position. Now, I just need to let the words fly because as I said before, I only have about a good month to tell her everything, and to do everything I can in my power to complete my goal.

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Posted 2 years ago

Happiness.

I’ve found happiness finally. I’m happy to say that my life’s heading in the right direction. After 16 years of my life, I’ve found complete calmness in mind and body. 2010 has started off with so many great things. Instead of slacking off and copying off people’s homework, I’ve decided to actually work. I’m not working for my family or anything like that. I’m working for myself. Self-Motivation is key when you want something done. I’ve noticed lately that my homework and study habits have improved. I’ve been getting better grades, I’ve been putting information in my head that I have never known before. It’s amazing how I don’t want to have a chill day, I want to get things done. Work now, Play later mentality.

The other thing that has driven me to where I am now, is this one special girl at school. Receiving good news from her, made me the happiest. I know I sound cheesy as hell but hey that’s me. If you don’t like it, don’t bother to tolerate me. Look the other way, and be on your path. But anyways, just texting her and talking to her for a long time has really gotten me somewhere I feel comfortable at. Don’t tell me the sky’s the limit when there’s footprints on the moon. I am content with my life. For once, I’m actually happy, and I love the feeling. I just wish something elevates from this, because really she’s one special girl.

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Posted 2 years ago
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Drake – Little Bit ft. Lyyke Li

Okay, so have you ever had a really special friend? Someone, you’d do anything for? I did.

After opening up my eyes, I realized that it was a waste of time. Staying up late at night trying to talk to that person, trying to make that person cheer up because someone or something really bothered them. Answering text messages or phone calls at 2 or 3 A.M in the morning, so that you can show that you’re being a good friend. I realized, humans are pathetic. Yes, I’m calling everyone pathetic, that includes myself. We don’t notice how much people take advantage of us until we really think about it. I wasted so much time on a friendship that was one way. I was the only one that put something into the friendship! How is it that I’m the one that’s always hurting? It’s fucked up how us humans are, we need clean up our act and actually cherish what he have. Well I’m done here, I just wanted to get some things off my head…Au Revoir~

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Posted 2 years ago
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So, this song’s been stuck in my head for quite sometime now.

It was introduced to me by a friend who I happen to really like. You all know who she is, well the one’s that actually go to school with me knows who she is. But back to the point, if you listen to the lyrics, it’s basically saying, there’s no time to waste, make your move. That’s what my friend Jackie told me. And I intend on doing it..tonight. I don’t wanna hold it off for another day or another second because really time is a valuable thing, and that’s something that I’m running out of. It’s been at least 3 months that I’ve waited and liked this girl, and she’s special. She’s not conceited, but she sure is confident. Especially when we’re talking about grinding it out with sports. She says she’ll beat me at football and basketball, but I highly doubt that. But anyways, if you guys want to know who she is, don’t hesitate to ask, because I’m open with these kinds of things. But anyways, I wrote this post, because it was in the moment and I was really just bored. Au revoir~

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Posted 2 years ago

Determination

What exactly is determination? Is it the drive that gets you through your days? The push that you need when you’re asking a girl out? Does determination fail? Does it succeed? Will it let you down? Will it take you to new heights? What exactly will it do?

Determination is what pushes you to do something, the drive that makes you complete something that you know you have no control over. Determination is a big part of my life, because I feed off of it. Determination gets me through my days, and it makes me a stronger person, overall. What exactly is it that determination does for me? It gives me another option. The option to not give up on something that’s worth it. Especially if it’s a girl that you really like. You have to have self-determination to drive you, because without that, you will not survive. People give up easily on a boy or girl they like, just because the person doesn’t like them back. It’s completely different with me. I love a challenge. 1 month, 2 months, 3 months, 1 year, I will wait, not because I’m hard-headed. Well not entirely, but because I’m driven, I have a certain kick that some other people don’t. It makes me happy, especially with my situation. I’ve liked this girl, for quite some time now, I’ve been patient, I’ve done everything I possibly could. Walking her to class, arriving to class late at times, writing poems, buying chocolate, buying flowers for valentine’s day, doing basically everything I possible can. Now, there’s only one thing left to do…and that’s wait. Patience is the key, if you have enough patience, then it’ll only do you good. IF you don’t have any patience, than exercise it. These are just random thoughts that are in my mind and I thought I’d like to share it with you folks. Ciao.

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Posted 2 years ago

Okay, it’s been awhile since I’ve vented or blogged. And I’ve got a lot on my mind..

I’m tired of the fact of being taken advantage of. Being the person that cares deeply about close friends, I’m always there for them. Some of them are actually always there for me as well. I hate it that, when you put so much effort into a friend, they don’t see nor appreciate the things you do for them. The same problem always occurs every month, either it’s in the 2nd or 3rd week. That person never learns, but what can you do? Just be there to support them through anything and everything…but it does get tiring. Especially when you tell them over and over again, that the pain isn’t worth it.

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NEVER have friends who will talk behind your back, but don’t have the words to say it to your face. If they’re going to talk behind your back, then obviously they will do something behind your back. “If you’re talking behind my back, you might as well kiss my ass.” I think that’s a funny quote haha, but yet it’s true.
If you’re gonna be fake towards me, don’t bother to look at me nor talk to me. Because I don’t associate with fakes.

‘Til another day. Au Revoir.

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Posted 2 years ago

So, finally I’ve made a Tumblr, and I sure as hell have a lot on my mind.

This school year so far, has been hectic yet fun. I’ve noticed how fast someone can change in a matter of seconds. I’ve changed my perspectives of many people, not because of rumors or anything, but by how they present themselves. Friends change over time, best friends stick with you til the end, well I hope anyways. Everyone’s stressing out about their grades today, because it’s Progress Report. I have 2 Ds.

Of course in this era, you’d expect a FML, but honestly I can careless about Progress Report grades. I know what I’m capable of, I just need to wake my lazy ass up and actually carry the load. There’s been so much on my mind as of late, and I’m gonna get it off my chest somehow soon. If I yell at you, don’t take it personal.